A thin weak smile formed on Goldstein's...
A thin weak smile formed on Goldstein's mouthWilson had hurt him, and he envied Wilson suddenly because Wilson had never been forced to think about what he said or did"You can't have water," Goldstein mumbled, waiting in a rather delicious expectancy for Wilson's abuse to continueHe was like an animal so used to the whip that he found it a stimulus
Suddenly Wilson screamed"Men y'gotta gimme some water
By now Goldstein had forgotten the reason why Wilson mustn't drinkHe only knew that it was forbidden, and was irritated that he could not remember the explanationWilson's suffering had affected Goldstein oddly; slowly, keeping pace with his exhaustion, it had entered his own bodyWhen Wilson chanel logo earrings screamed, Goldstein felt a twinge; if the litter lurched abruptly, Goldstein's stomach plummeted as if he were dropping in an elevatorAnd every time Wilson pleaded for water Goldstein was thirsty againEach time he opened his canteen he felt a sense of guilt, and he would do without water for hours, rather than provoke WilsonIt seemed that no matter how delirious Wilson might become he would always notice when they took out their canteensWilson was a burden they could not leaveGoldstein felt as if he would be carrying him forever; he could not think of anything elseThe limits of his senses were confined to his own body, the litter, and Ridges's backHe did not look at the yellow hills or wonder how chanel cc logo earrings far they had to goInfrequently, Goldstein would think of his wife and child with a sense of disbeliefThey were so far awayIf he had been told at that moment that they had died, he would have shruggedWilson was the only reality
"Men, Ah'll give ya anythin' Wilson's voice had changed, become almost shrillHe would talk in long spates, droning on and on, his voice singsonging almost unrecognizably"Jus' name it, men, Ah'll give it ya, any ol' thing, y' want some goddam money Ah'll give ya hundid poun' you jus' set me down, gimme drinkJus' gimme it, men, tha's all Ah ask
They stopped for a longer halt, and Goldstein lunged away and fell forward on his face, lying motionless for several minutesRidges fake birkin stared dully at him, then at Wilson"What you want, some water?"
"Yeah, gimme that, gimme some waterHis short powerful body seemed to have condensed in the last two daysHis big slack mouth hung openHis back had shortened and his arms become longer, his head bent over at a smaller angle to his chestHis thin sandy hair drooped sadly over his sloping forehead and his clothing sagged wetlyHe looked like a giant phlegmatic egg set on a stout tree stump"Shoot, Ah don't know why y' can't have water
"You jus' gimme it, they ain' anythin' Ah won' do for ya
Ridges scratched the back of his neckHe was not accustomed to make a decision by himselfAll his life he had been taking orders from someone or china mulberry other, and he felt an odd malaise"Ah ought to ask Goldstein," he mumbled
"Goldstein's chickenThe laughter seemed to come from such a distance inside himselfHe hardly knew why he laughedIt was probably from embarrassmentHe and Goldstein had been too exhausted to talk to each other, but even so he had assumed that Goldstein was the leader, and this despite the fact that he knew the route backBut Ridges had never led anything, and out of habit he assumed that Goldstein was to make all the decisions
But Goldstein was now lying ten yards away, his face to the ground, almost unconsciousRidges shook his headHe was too tired to think, he told himselfStill, it seemed absurd not to give a man a drink of vintage gucci handbags wat